When I let myself go without food for hours I have a tendency to fill my plate with all kinds of food I could get to fix in a short time and try to eat it all up until I could hardly breath. This was what I did for lunch and I am now beginning to regret what I did. I am so full it is uncomfortable. I told the husband about it and he said he is the same and laughed about it. This is the reason why we are gaining weight like pigs. It is so hard to control eating especially when there is food in the fridge. Either I stop cooking and storing food in the fridge or I buy the best appetite suppressant available in the market. I think the latter is better. It is time to stop stuffing my mouth with food anyway. If I can just control my food intake I will be very happy. I can do it for a day or two and then I go back to eating more again. A friend told me that I don’t have to worry about gaining weight because I am already married and I am not looking for a man. She might have a point but I don’t agree to it. I want to be able to eat (in moderation) and still maintain an average weight for myself and for my husband as well. Let’s hope I will win this battle.
Archive for May, 2009
nosy neighbor
May 25th, 2009
It is disgusting how some neighbors can be. They go out of their way to be nosy. We are living our lives like normal people and here comes a neighbor who pretends to ask questions about something “important” only to start up a conversation and ask questions he is not supposed to. Hello? We are not close to him. He may live across the road but that does not mean he has a right to be chummy with us. His motives are suspect and I don’t like him. Ever since we moved in to this duplex he had been getting on my nerves because of the things he said to the landlady which are totally unfounded. Why can’t he just get a life? Perhaps it is his life to be a j*rk? Just asking and venting at the same time.
katrina halili-hayden kho scandal
May 22nd, 2009
For days I have scoured the internet for the alleged sex videos of Hayden Kho and Katrina Halili. I got curious because it was all over the news in the Philippines that this doctor have filmed his sexual escapades with different girls. What made this more prominent in the news was the fact that the girls are celebrities in their own right. One was FHM’s sexiest woman for a couple of years and the other is a fellow doctor. Add the fact that this guy has a rich and popular girlfriend as well made the incident newsworthy. It is kinda complicated and politicians are getting involved already.
I watched the video with the husband just an hour ago (thanks to a friend who gave the links) and he did not find anything bad about it. It was just, afterall, an intimate moment with a man and a woman. What made it disgusting is the fact that the man filmed the acts without the women’s knowledge. I don’t like the fact that Hayden did what he did which made the women vulnerable to the public but the women should have been more careful in the beginning. If they want to be respected, they have to respect themselves first. This should be a lesson to some girls, never fully trust a person as to go all the way with him without knowing what he is capable of. As the Filipino saying goes, Nasa huli ang pagsisisi (Regret is in the end).
on insurance
May 19th, 2009
Today we heard bad news about the husband’s health insurance from work. His employer had quit paying for it since last month and so he had to call the provider on what to do because he has doctor’s appointment lined up and if he does not have insurance it means we have to pay all the bills out of pocket. There is more to this story I cannot divulge at the moment but he stayed in the phone for a good long period until he was told what to do and what to expect. He has to wait before he can get the necessary papers to fill out but at least now he knows what to do. Anyway, since we were talking about insurance I decided to search online for cheap term life insurance rates just out of curiousity. Not that we will get it. The husband does not like the idea. It must have something to do with what he promised my father when he asked my hand for marriage. What it was I don’t know the full details either. I was just given the overview but I am not asking questions.
rain rain go away
May 17th, 2009
It has been raining on and off here for the last two days. We could not get out anytime we want because our plans are weather dependent. Last Friday, the husband told me to cancel the little man’s appointment because it was raining like crazy complete with thunder and lightning. Good thing I did not listen because when we got to the pediatrician’s office the road was dry as could be to think it was only five minutes away from us. They would have surely thought I was lying. I love when it rains but when it is going on for days I get crazy being coped up in the house all the time. I know the plants and the grass need the water badly but I still love it when it is sunny and warm. This constant rain makes me think if going some place else like the Outer Banks and hope it is not raining there or else the plan will be ruined, lol. Since we live in the low country we get rain almost daily here during the summer. Last year it rained every day at almost the same time. Hopefully this year it will be different.
hair anywhere
May 16th, 2009
If the bathroom drain was any indication, it seemed like I am losing a lot of hair. The husband already spent a lot of money for anti-clog remedies. Why am I certain it was my hair causing the problem? Because my hair is coarse. I have bad eyesight but I can see hair in the bathroom and kitchen floor and even the carpet. It is that crazy. And my hair is black while the husband has baby fine brown hair. Anyway, I had a haircut a month or two ago and the lady who was cutting my hair noticed there is a bald spot in my forehead. It is tiny but whenever one knows where to look it is pretty evident. She told me if I want I can go to a doctor and discuss about hair loss treatment if it is what I want. I told her I will give it some thought and I have to know how much to pay. For now I will try to know what is causing this problem and see if I can do anything to stop it.
random
May 13th, 2009
I am blogging from our room at the Holiday Inn on the beach. The husband made the decision for us to stay here tonight out of the blue. We are only about fifteen minutes away from the apartment and we had to spend over two hundred dollars for one night but he said he really wants to sleep with the sound of the waves so here we are. I was annoyed at first especially since I had to prepare what we needed at eight in the evening and I forgot one important item but I am glad we are here now. There is nothing as calming as sitting in an ocean front balcony just looking at the raging water and talking to the people you love. We may be broke the next day but we have tonight to enjoy and we do have free breakfast at a buffet which the husband said we will have to make sure we eat a lot to make up for the expenses 
Hopefully there will be plenty of food on the buffet unlike the other Holiday Inn we’ve been to. I got to go make the little man sleep so I will have more time to spend with the husband. Hope you all are having a good night like us.
on vacations
May 9th, 2009
December last year, the husband gave me a very nice birthday gift, a trip to Orlando, Florida. It was his third visit but it was a first for me. We went to two theme parks with a promise that we will go back to visit more. I am actually looking forward to that. What made it fun was that it was not planned. He could not think of anything to give me so he thought about a trip. And what better way than to bring his wife to fun-filled Orlando? He is sweet, isn’t he? We spent three days with glorious warm weather. And we found the best seafood restaurant ever. That is according to our experience. A bit pricey but worth the money. We agreed that if we have the money we will keep coming back to Orlando. Heck, if we can afford it, he wants to buy a house there, lol. We are in a bind right now but once we get out of this we can already look forward to our Orlando vacations. Plural, because we plan on making it an annual thing if we can afford it. What can we do? We love to have fun and enjoy life while we can
